About being Thirty

Aah..its been a while..

Let's see... I turned 30 three months ago. Yeah the dreaded Big Three O. (dreaded only for me, it makes no different to anybody else I believe).

Few months ago, I searched about what other people think of being thirty. So I got one that says EXACTLY whats in my head.

This past year has been the best of my life, though, and frankly, I haven’t wanted to leave my twenties so adamantly until fairly recently – when I realized I did manage to check off almost everything on my “To Do in My Twenties” list. I graduated college, carved out both a full-time and freelance career for myself, found “the one,” and traveled a pretty good amount. I also had a lot of fun along the way and am somehow not in crippling debt, which makes my self-inflicted back-pat feel pretty darn genuine.So what’s next? Frankly, I have no idea. And while my type-A self is mostly terrified by that revelation, I’m also pretty excited. This is an entire new decade I get to decide how to spend.It’s an entire 10-year span where I can continue to find myself, but with an added bonus I didn’t have when I turned 20: I know what I want out of life, and I know I’m capable of achieving everything I want to achieve.

YES!

Checked off almost everything on my "before 30" list.
Full time and freelance career.
Found 'the one', or rather 'the one' found me. (not that this is an achievement, but still grateful it happens)
and travel a pretty good amount.
Yes.

So what's next?
This is the BIGGEST question that haunts me for the past 3 months.

Yes, I know what I want in life and I'm capable of achieving what I want to achieve.

But somehow, with a lot of options in this huge huge world in front of me, I don't freaking know which one do I choose!

And that is TERRIFYING! My Thirties has already begun and I have not started with whatever kind of life I wanted to live in this new phase of my life.

I'm still in idea brewing phase, planning, scrapping, planning again,
Midlife crisis at its best.

I will foreseen this whole 2017 will still be my transition year.
May God show me the way.
 Amin