So, I haven't been so good these past couple of days. Been overthinking, been way too sensitive, my sleep schedule was messy. Lost track of time and day, lost sense of purpose and whatever bad feeling there is towards the uncertain.
So today I told Chaoi I need to go out.
So I went out to buy some groceries. Chaoi just bought our groceries but I desperately need to go out.
So I put on my contact lenses, comb my hair, wear the new shirt I bought before mco but never get to wear, put on baby powder and some lipbalm, spray some perfume and drive to Village Grocer which is like 900m away from my house.
And God do I miss driving on my own, and doing stuffs.
And suddenly all my negativity is slowly fading. And I feel calmer, I know what I want to do after mco is done. I just need to go through this mco with positivity.
I guess a short drive is all I need at this moment.
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