Inner battle

Why do I always have the needs to talk/speak to someone?
Why do I always feel angry with other people? Annoyed by what they say? Overwhelmed by the presence of them.
Even a faulty mouse could make me want to scream at the top of my lungs.

I have constant need of speaking to someone and having others respond to me.
I have my husband, when talking to him is not enough, I talk to Anne and Nad, it felt good, but then they told stories about others, who have to experience more challenging & sad troubles. Makes me think that whatever it is the problem I'm having, they suffer more than me, that I should be grateful.

And why is it whenever I had my session with Nad and Anne I felt guilty for talking too much?

I AM grateful of my life. I AM.
and I am praying for those who had to endure the hardest time of their lives at the moment.

But this thing in my head, still need to get out.
I AM getting it out.
I AM talking to my husband
but I STILL need to talk to someone
I know my trouble is nothing
But if its nothing why am I affected by it? And if its nothing, should I not talk about it? If its way smaller than other people's trouble, am I not allowed to talk about it?
Somehow that thought make me even sadder.
The fact that my problem is just a menial ones and nobody would care to help me overcome it.

I still wanting to talk to someone.

Sometimes I want to just, sleep.

Sleep this off.

I don't know what my problem is.

Is this because of hormones?

Is this a common thing among women?

I think it is common.

But why is common thing so messy and tiring?

Does everybody feel this way?

How do you handle this thing, girls? How?

Because I can't.

Just feel like crying all the time.

Angry and annoyed all the time.

Why?

Why?

How am I going to work with feelings like this, 

How am I going to be a professional if I hate other people

How am I going to do my masters degree with this feeling?

I AM happy with my life, 

I am NOT happy with things/people/unnecessary things I need to deal with.