August

I started working again on the 9th.

I know didn't plan to actually. But when I got a call asking if I'm interested to interview for a similar job I had before, but working remotely, I'm intrigued. So I went for the interview and got the job.

The initial plan is never to work 9-5 again, buy a car, get Grab license, see how it goes first whether the income can cover my commitment. If its okay, I don't have to go for the new job, but if its not okay, I'll take the job. But somehow I'm not lucky enough to have a smooth process, so I settled the Grab thing late. Only get the greenlight to drive the same day my new job supposed to start. Sigh.

So I carry on with the new job and see how it goes first. I could use the money, I have not been working since April. 

Climbing wise, I sent the marble green 6C+ on the 14th. I'm so happy. So this complete my so called checklist to do Osmosis again, but I still don't feel like it yet. 

There's something about my roof/overhang climb that I felt not quite it yet.

It felt like I'm just memorizing the moves and go as fast as I can and hoping I'm lucky enough not to slip or fell. 

It just doesn't feel deliberate.

So no, not feeling Osmosis yet.

Maybe I will focus on the lead comp first, then think about projecting outdoors again.

And while I was excited about lead come, BotB Utro starts on 21st Aug, and it will last 6 weeks, ends just right before the lead comp.

Urghhhhhhhhh, why does everything needs to overlap, I was always excited about BoTB since I first joined one in 2020, and then RttB Eco - which was not an actual BotB, and then the actual BotB Eco, where I sprained my ankle in week 4 while I was having a good run.

And now that they do another BotB in Utro pulak which is convenient to me, but it is right before the lead comp, which I was also looking forward to.

Problem is, I normally boulder once a week as part of my routine, but BotB is a projecting comp, and everyone will go as often as they can. Based on previous BotB, I might need up to 3 days to project.

If there's no lead comp, I will just boulder the whole week, but I need to do endurance for the lead comp too.

I felt so overwhelmed whats with new job, Grab, Botb and the lead comp.

HEADACHE.