Insecurities

Today I should be happy. (It's my wedding anniversary) But I don't.

I felt tired living in this world.
I felt not strong enough to overcome day to day challenges.


I felt tired trying to please everyone.

I need to be a good child to please my parents
Be a good student to please the teachers.
Be a good employee to please the employer
Be pretty to get attention
Be cool to attract friends
Be this, be that..

It's tiring..

My ultimate weakness is people, human interaction and social skill. Anything related to other people, and strangers I don't know.