Sunday, October 17, 2021

when overthinking kicks in

I've been wanting the mco to be over for months, but when its finally over, I felt lost. In terms of climbing, I don't know my direction, I don't know what to train, when to train, what's my goal.

I know my first goal is to send Osmosis first before I start with my lead climbing training again.

But what's with the one hour distance to Batu Caves, my 25 year old Kancil, the weather = the wet crux, but being able to do the crux even when its wet doesn't mean anything if I still can't link it from the bottom. 

My emotion is better though this time around, I'm more patient and positive, as opposed to throwing tantrum and cry everytime I fall pre-mco attempts. I understood that everyone stuck there for a while, Priscilla, Shinyee, Pian, they all spend a while stuck at the crux moves. So I just have to be patient.

And then seeing everyone bouldering in Utro, I haven't been to any Camp5 gyms yet post vaccination even though I'm paying the whole mco. I'm not that enthused to boulder yet since my current goal is Osmosis, but can't help to feel a little left behind in boulder. Can't go to One U either cos weekend is spent for osmosis and weekdays is just too ridiculous to go to One U after office hours.

Really made me rethink my 9-5 job again, but then this job give me money and from the past 1 year experience of not working the whole 2020, even though I had all the time to climb, I dont have partner to climb cos everyone else is working 9-5! and apparently none of the climbing gyms open in the morning!




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